What Started as a Cough

Just over a month ago, I went to San Francisco for a work trip.

I had a lingering cough, but after talking with my primary care physician and going to the clinic twice in January, I did not think I was contagious.

When I arrived in San Francisco, I noticed I was short of breath walking from the terminal to the Uber pickup area. For a moment, I wondered whether I would have made the trip if I had known I would feel that way in the airport. But I was there, and I figured I could visit a clinic if it got worse.

I made it through the workdays relatively well. What changed things were a couple of nights where I had coughing fits and then coughed up a small amount of blood.

To be clear, it was mostly mucus streaked with blood, not a large amount. I decided it did not require urgent care, but when I spoke with my wife, she insisted that I see my primary care physician as soon as I got back from San Francisco.

So, I scheduled the appointment with my primary care physician for the next morning. The earliest I could get was 9:30am. I was coming in from San Francisco at 6am. So, I figured that I’d get to the doctor’s office and then take a nap in the truck.

After I saw my primary care physician, he sent me to the emergency room for labs and an endoscopy.

Within a few hours of arriving at the emergency room, after they’d done the endoscopy, I was told that I most likely had stage III or IV esophageal cancer. In addition to tumors in my esophagus, imaging showed lung nodules and pleural effusions, suggesting that the cancer had spread to my lungs.

The past month has been a whirlwind of tests, decisions, and rapid changes.

Within two days of finding out that I likely had cancer, my wife, our baby, and I moved to Houston so I could begin treatment at MD Anderson.

I now have three implants: an inferior vena cava filter to reduce the risk from blood clots, a port for chemotherapy to reduce the number of IV sticks I need, and a pleural catheter so we can drain the fluid on my left side.

I start chemotherapy and targeted therapy on Thursday. It will be a long road, but we have a plan.

I’m deeply grateful for the support my family and I have already received from family, friends, and coworkers, and for the support we will continue to receive in the months ahead.

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  1. Beth Maynor Avatar
    Beth Maynor

    Love you so much (yes mushy alert)! I am so impressed with how you have carried this and your sense of humor is ON POINT.

  2. Tracey Biggs Avatar
    Tracey Biggs

    Sending you lots of Prayers Eric!

  3. Jenny Zhu Avatar
    Jenny Zhu

    I’m so sorry you and your family are facing this. Wishing you strength and successful treatment.

  4. Jason Adams Avatar

    That’s such an immense and unexpected life shift. What a challenge. You sound determined and have a plan, which means you have a fighting chance. Praying and hoping for victory in your journey ahead.

  5. Ian Stewart Avatar

    Stay strong, bud, and duck slap that cancer back to kingdom come. Thinking of you guys, always.

  6. Maureen Carruthers Avatar

    Oh, I’m so sorry to hear this. Wishing you and your family all the strength you need to move through this.

  7. Anne McCarthy Avatar

    Sending so much love and strength to you ❤️. Please keep sharing what you need.

  8. Brandon Kraft Avatar

    Wow, Eric. Keeping you and your family in my prayers. MD Anderson will give you the best care possible and you make magic happen constantly.

  9. Jill Rhodes Avatar

    Sending love and prayers to you and your family may God comfort you and heal you

  10. Rob Pugh Avatar

    You got this buddy! Prayers for a quick recovery.

  11. Bobo Avatar

    You know, you have impressed me every moment. From the hard worker you are, the amazing father you are to ALL your kids and the man I’ve watched grow into all these things. I remember when Sara and you were both going through decisions about Scarlett, and I told you at that time that I knew I was supposed to offer you wisdom from my life experience, but I had never been in that position in my life and couldn’t offer you any advice other than to tell you I was there for you if you needed me, and that I would pray for you both. Here I am again, at a loss, not knowing what the right things to say or do. However, in all the times of my life when things looked bleak and I felt lost and unable to handle what to do, I took to prayer. Your mother tested us twice, your brother once, and while I know you are not religious, each of those times I prayed hard, and His strength buoyed me up. I am proud to call you stepson, and as far as I can tell, they don’t make them any better. So, as I say, I’ll keep praying on my end, and you just stay “Eric”, and know that you are loved by so many.

  12. Lance Willett Avatar

    Stay strong, Eric! You got this.

  13. Demet Dagdelen Avatar

    Wishing you all the strength and love in the world, I really hope you will get the best treatment available and kick cancer’s butt very very swiftly <3

  14. Lisa Schuyler Avatar

    Oh wow Eric, that’s some heavy news for you all. I’m really sorry to hear this diagnosis! What a shock! Now that you’ve got the plan in place, I hope that brings some order to the whirlwind I’m sure you’ve been in the midst of! We’re all pulling for you!

  15. Patrick Donohue Avatar

    Oh my friend, I’m so sorry to hear this news. I know we haven’t spoken in some time, but that doesn’t lessen the shock of hearing what you’re going through. Wishing you all the strength that you need and more, and thinking of you.

  16. Elizabeth Urello Avatar

    I’m so sorry to hear this, Eric. My love to you and your family.

  17. Sharon Fagbe Avatar

    Praying for Gods healing for you and strength and comfort for your entire family in jesus name. Amen.

  18. Frances Motley Avatar

    Sending prayers and strength for you, your wife, precious children and all extended family!!

  19. tahapaksu Avatar
    tahapaksu

    So sorry to hear that, hope you’ll get back in your full health and strength in no time. Stay strong, and be positive like you always are!

  20. Tara Bradshaw Avatar

    Sending you a BIG 🤗. You are in our thoughts and prayers along with your precious family daily. Praying for the doctors to know the best treatment for you and your strength to endure whatever is needed. I am always here if you All need anything. 💜❤️💜❤️luv You

  21. Benedict Singer Avatar

    So sorry to hear this Eric. Best wishes for a speedy recovery, and thoughts for you and your family.

  22. Thomas Roberts Avatar

    Wishing you all the best Eric ❤️ I’ve got everything crossed for you and wishing for a speedy recovery

  23. souravdebnath1986 Avatar

    So sorry to hear Eric, I am so glad that you proactively sought out immediate medical attention. From the little time I have known you at a8c, I have come to understand how positive and realistic you are. Take care mate. Prayers and strength to you as you navigate this journey.

  24. Miguel Lezama Avatar

    Big hug Eric. One step at a time, you can do this 💪 Sending love

  25. Dat Hoang Avatar
    Dat Hoang

    Hug to you, Eric. Wish you and your family to be brave and strong to do the next steps ahead, and get well soon!

  26. Carolyn S. Avatar

    Sending healing thoughts your way. All the hugs. ❤️

  27. Jorge Leandro Perez Avatar

    Eric!! Stay strong, you’ve got this. Hugs to yourself and family 💪♥️

  28. David Nerling Avatar
    David Nerling

    Thinking of you and your family, Eric, and for strength and peace through this journey.

  29. Andy Avatar

    Wishing you all the best and good fortunes Eric! Keep up the fight, stay strong, and get well soon. 💪

  30. Danny Haston Avatar

    Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!stay strong and positive ,, never ever give up.
    Uncle D and AUNT LINDA AND FAMILY

  31. Veselin Nikolov Avatar

    Can’t imagine how hard this must be, Eric. I’ll be praying for you. Stay strong! I hope the treatments works well 🧸

  32. Anna Avatar

    Please never hesitate to ask if there’s anything we can do to support you and your family. Sending strength and care – there may be oceans and mountains in between, but they got nothin’ on the power of love.

  33. Suyogya Avatar

    So sorry to hear this, Eric! Sending prayers your way, and hoping you beat this!!

  34. Lucas Radke Avatar
    Lucas Radke

    I’m so sorry to hear! Sending hugs to you and your family!

  35. Kamen Stanev Avatar
    Kamen Stanev

    Sending all the positive vibes your way Eric!

  36. Cris Busquets Avatar
    Cris Busquets

    I’m so sorry, Eric. Sending you and your family lots of strength and love 🤍

  37. Tung Du Avatar

    Sending hugs, Eric. Stay strong and brave! Wishing you a speedy recovery!

  38. Job Avatar

    Reading this again after hearing your update for the first time, and I’m again tearing up. It feels so unfair. In a recent chat with leadership at Woo, you said something in the line of “We should surround each other with people we admire in this leadership group.” And you are definitely one of those people for me. I’ve loved working more closely with you in the past year, and I’m rooting for it to be many more years ahead!

  39. Tom Cafferkey Avatar
    Tom Cafferkey

    So sorry to hear this, Eric! Stay strong

  40. Sam Najian Avatar

    I’m so sorry to hear about all you had to go through. You’re very strong and this will definitely help you recover, my thoughts and prayers are with you.

  41. Andrew Spittle Avatar

    Hugs to you and the family, Eric. I’m glad to hear you have what sounds like the best possible care. <3

  42. Enej Bajgorić Avatar

    You got this Eric. Sending you lots of hugs for you and your family. ❤️

  43. Dean Sas Avatar

    So sorry to hear this Eric. My thoughts are with you and your family.

  44. Luca Sartoni Avatar
    Luca Sartoni

    Stay strong my friend

  45. Artur Piszek Avatar

    Eric my friend, wish you the best!

  46. Alex Concha Avatar

    So sorry to hear this, Eric. Wishing you and your family strength.

  47. Bohdan Kit Avatar
    Bohdan Kit

    I just read your update and I’m really sorry you’re going through this. That must have been a surreal and overwhelming few weeks, especially how quickly everything unfolded.

    I’m extremely glad there’s a plan with great doctors and that you’re surrounded by your closed ones! Knowing you, you’ll take this on with a lot of strength, but I can only imagine how hard it is.

    Just wanted to say I’m thinking of you and rooting for you, Eric! Stay strong!

  48. Kirsty Akahoho Avatar

    So sorry you’re having to deal with this Eric, sending strength for the battle ahead 🫂 You’ve got this 💪🏼

  49. Sid Avatar

    I am so sorry to hear this, Eric. Wishing you and the family all the good wishes and prayers as you start chemo on Thrusday. You will kick cancer’s ass and come back strong.

  50. Doug Avatar

    Fuck cancer man. Positive thoughts heading your way sir.

    1. Crystal Cannedy Avatar
      Crystal Cannedy

      Sending you and your beautiful family positive thoughts and prayers. Fuck cancer so much.

  51. Rafael Meneses Avatar

    I miss you, bud. Get well soon! 🙏🏽

  52. Derek Smart Avatar

    You got this homie. Sending all the love

  53. Darren Ethier Avatar

    Bricks smashing my face. That’s what if felt like hearing the news of your battle. I can only imagine how it felt, for you and your family. I also know you don’t take things like this sitting down and will fight it. I’m in your corner 🙏🏻.

  54. Mark Biek Avatar

    Sending all the good vibes. Fuck cancer.

  55. Griffith Avatar

    Wish you all the best, Eric. Stay strong!

  56. Kristian Vitozev Avatar
    Kristian Vitozev

    Stay strong, Eric! Sending strength and prayers to you and your family.

  57. Riad Avatar

    Eric. I pray for the fastest recovery possible. I’m amazed by your courage.

  58. Ahmed Avatar

    So sorry to hear this :/. Stay strong and get well soon!

  59. David Rothstein Avatar

    Very sorry to hear this. Sending best wishes for strength and healing to you and your family.

  60. katiedegenova Avatar
    katiedegenova

    Eric, I’m so sorry to hear this. Sending strength, prayers, and all the duck slaps to kick cancer’s ass. You got this!

  61. Fab Avatar

    So sorry to hear about this. I wish you all the best to you and your family.

  62. Alexa Peduzzi Avatar

    Sending you and your family so much love and strength. You got this, Eric.

  63. Paul Avatar

    So sorry to hear you’re going through this, Eric. Sending you thoughts and prayers, and wishing you strength.

  64. Rich Tabor Avatar

    I can’t imagine what you and your family are going through. I’m really sorry you’re facing this. Thinking of you.

  65. Semiha Kocer Avatar

    Eric, I’m really sorry to hear your news. I’m thinking of you and sending you lots of strength and prayers as you go through this.

  66. Stacy L. Carlson Avatar
    Stacy L. Carlson

    Eric, I read this, and my heart stopped. As a fellow cancer survivor, I know much of the walk you are now walking, and it is one that I don’t wish on you or anyone else.

    You most likely have already, find your people. They’re out there, and some of them will surprise you. Some will remind you how to feel alive. Find your people and cherish every single moment. They will be the foundation of this journey.

    Find the lemonade in every lemon. It seems weird to find the good in the bad. I spent my cancer days desperately trying to find the lemonade amongst the lemons that life kept pelting me with. I kept moving forward, battered and bruised. There is no sugar coating cancer. It sucks. And there will be lessons learned, family found, friends who become family, and moments of clarity that will rock you to your core.

  67. Vasily Belolapotkov Avatar

    Eric, wish you all the strength and energy. You can do it, man!

  68. Oleksandr Aratovskyi Avatar

    Eric, I’m so sorry to hear what you’re going through. I know we haven’t worked closely together, but I wanted you to know I’m wishing you strength and sending a lot of positive thoughts for your recovery!

  69. Vlad Olaru Avatar

    Stay strong, Eric. You will get through this with your stubborn pragmatism, as you always do. My thoughts and prayers are with you 🤗

  70. stevedeckert Avatar

    I’m so sorry to hear this Eric. Sending you strength, thoughts, and positivity from Canada!

  71. Julian Avatar

    Holy crap, dude. I’m so sorry to hear this news. I can’t even imagine what you’re feeling right now, but knowing you, I’m sure you’ll do everything possible to kick this cancer’s ass. Stay strong, my friend!

  72. Claire Song Avatar
    Claire Song

    Eric, I am so sorry to hear this but I also know you are strong and will come out of it soon. I will be rooting for you.

  73. Steve Seear Avatar

    Sending you a lot of love, buddy, and thinking of you and your family xx

  74. Wesley Rosa Avatar
    Wesley Rosa

    I am sorry to read that, Eric! I wish you the best of luck and strength to face this thought moment

  75. Mary Hubbard Avatar
    Mary Hubbard

    Eric, sending love and support to you and your beautiful family. Stay strong.

  76. Ivan Ottinger Avatar

    I’m so sorry to hear that, Eric. Wishing you and your family strength.

  77. Martin Remy Avatar

    You’ve got this, Eric. A plan and a loving family are giving you a head start. Piling on here with love and support. Stay strong.

  78. Clemen Avatar

    🫂 A big hug. You have a plan 💪

  79. Joel Avatar

    I’m so sorry to hear this. All the best with everything my friend. Get well soon!

  80. Mike Stott Avatar
    Mike Stott

    Sorry to hear this Eric. Sending our love

  81. Tammy Graham Avatar

    Eric
    Was very confused on how this could happen
    Just want you to know that my thoughts and prayers are being sent up to you. Keep your head up

  82. Susan Hobbs Avatar

    I’m so grateful your wife pushed you to see your doctor and that they acted quickly. I can only imagine how overwhelming this has been. I’m really glad you’re in good hands. We’re all thinking of you and wishing you a smooth, speedy recovery. I appreciate you so much; sending big hugs to you and your family!

  83. Vajrasar Goswami Avatar

    All the strength to you and the family, Eric. You got a plan, and you’ll succeed for sure. Sending thoughts and prayers you way. Godspeed.

  84. Akeda Bagus Avatar

    Sending you so much strength and support. Wishing you the very best.

  85. Igor G. Avatar

    Really sorry to hear this news Eric. Sending you strength and wishing you the best possible recovery.

  86. Rosie M Avatar

    I’m so sorry to hear this, Eric!!! Sending all the love and good thoughts your way. YOU GOT THIS!!! Kick cancer in the ass!!!

  87. Yashita Mittal Avatar

    Stay strong, Eric. Hoping for your quick recovery. 🙏

  88. Noam Almosnino Avatar
    Noam Almosnino

    A big hug to you. You got this, Eric!

  89. Tim Crepeau Avatar
    Tim Crepeau

    Appreciate you sharing the update, Eric. We’re all rooting for you. Sending love and strength to you and the family.

  90. Ballio Chan Avatar
    Ballio Chan

    Feel better soon, buddy. 💪🏼👊🏼

  91. Marcus Buckley Avatar
    Marcus Buckley

    Reading this, my heart just breaks. I’m so, so sorry to hear this, but you’ve got strength, love, and support coming at you from all over. Embrace it, and embrace the truth that hope is not lost. You can kick cancer’s ass, I know you can. Sending all the love from all of the Buckleys, maybe we can find a Magic: The Gathering Card to beat it. We have had good luck in that area 😉

  92. Piero Rocca Avatar

    Stay strong Eric. Thank you for sharing your story. Fuck cancer.

  93. Jessie Harris Avatar
    Jessie Harris

    Sending every ounce of courage and strength your way 💙 Damn the torpedoes. Full speed ahead!! 💪🏻

  94. Leslie hodgkins Avatar
    Leslie hodgkins

    Love you Eric.. you are in my prayers and beat cancers ass.. stay strong and keep moving toward the end goal. im here if you guys need anything.. Marla call or message me any day or time. much ❤️

  95. Chris Runnells Avatar

    Damn, Eric, that sucks. I’m pulling for you, buddy, and hoping for a speedy recovery. You got this!

  96. Alex López Avatar

    Sending you strength and all my best wishes, Eric. Stay strong, you’ve got this 🙏

  97. Evan Avatar

    Big hugs Eric. You’ve got this <3

  98. jnrfyah Avatar

    Aww man wtf, this sucks. Wishing strength and resilience to you and your family. It’ll be a long fight, but you got this brother

  99. poligilad Avatar

    So so sorry to read this… Sending you strength and hoping for a quick recovery ❤️‍🩹

  100. Emily Boese Avatar

    Sending you all the support, strength, and hope there is. I am pulling for you and your family. You have this and you will fight it!

  101. Christie Wright Avatar

    Thinking of you and your family, Eric. And sending you all my positive thoughts.

  102. Robert Ghetau Avatar
    Robert Ghetau

    This is one, unfair, challenge. Wishing you a speedy recovery! You’ve got this!

  103. Sanja Grbic Avatar

    Sorry to hear this. Stay strong, Eric! Sending love and support to you and your family.

  104. Con Avatar

    I wish you strength in the coming weeks and months. All the best for your and your family.

  105. coderkevin Avatar

    Dang, Eric. That’s a tough diagnosis. I’m so glad you’ve got a plan and have wasted no time acting on it. I’ll be pulling for you to make it through!

  106. Ehtisham Siddiqui Avatar

    I’m so sorry to hear this. 🙁 Cancer sucks, but you have a plan and treatment has started so that’s a positive. My prayers are with you and I’m hoping you will recover and beat it soon!

  107. Chris R Avatar

    So sorry to hear you’re going through this Eric. In NZ we have a saying “kia kaha” – stay strong. ❤️

  108. Jill Quek Avatar
    Jill Quek

    Sending love and good vibes for tough days, Eric 😔 We’re all behind you.

  109. Amber Straily Avatar

    You got this cuz! I’m almost 11 years cancer FREE. You know we got that HASTON STUBBORN PRIDE 💜 Praying for you and yours.
    Amber
    Okc

  110. Chris McNeill Avatar

    Sending lots of love to you and your family friend. Also, fuck cancer.

  111. Britni_McCotter Avatar

    Eric, sending you all of my love, strength, and prayers for this journey. Thank you for sharing it with us, and also for your vulnerability and open us. You are in the best hands in Houston. Is there any way we can send your wife gift cards for meals (instacart, doordash etc..) to make sure we can help? Let us know.

  112. Elio Rivero Avatar

    Eric, sorry to hear that. I’m sending you a big hug and all the strength for this road. I’m confident you’ll be victorious!

  113. Travis Walter Avatar

    Oh man. Sending love and healing your way!

  114. Eli Tucker Avatar

    So sad to read this. Best of luck in your treatment. You will overcome.

  115. Antonis Avatar

    Stay strong Eric! Wishing you a speedy recovery

  116. Nadir Seghir Avatar

    You have an amazing level of courage and determination, Eric. I wish you a speedy comfortable recovery with your family to your side.

  117. Ajesh Avatar

    Stay strong Eric. Wishing u a speedy recovery

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